Thursday 29 November 2018

Time Away and my Return

So my last post was sometime at the beginning of the year.
I was feeling so productive and ready to just blog my little heart out.
Then as usual illness hit me like a truck, my endo flared up majorly as well as my migraines kicking it up a notch.

Anxiety also completely floored me and I honestly had no motivation. I wrote a few blog posts but didn't publish them as I really didn't feel them. I kept saying ok I'll sit down and write a new post and just publish it.
I was super fatigued as well and by the time I'd sat down to write, my brain was just mush. I struggle with brain fog usually but this year has just been so bad. I've been struggling to form my sentences properly as in I'll say things back to front and I don't even notice half the time because in my head I've said it right. 
I have been taking a few new supplements to help with brain and memory function, recently its been B12 and I've been staying on top of my Iron too. Always open to new suggestions of things to take.

I think with all my health issues and anxiety coupled with stress of the never ending process of fertility treatment I've been super drained.
I am now feeling better and back to my usual self and want to get back to writing, its just so cathartic for me.

Natasha
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2 comments:

  1. Aww I'm so sorry to hear you've been struggling so much :( definitely don't force yourself to write if you're not feeling it. Let it come naturally and when it's not stressful! I really hope your brain fog eases for you, it's such a horrible thing to suffer with and people really don't get how humiliating it can be to not be able to speak properly but not be able to do anything about it :/ sending lots of love!
    Alice Xx

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